Something's wrong,
I think I'm in a bad room.
The hallway looks strange,
I'm in a danger zone.
Snowflake storm
My mind’s been blown.
Truth's like a lie,
twisting my brain.
Paranoid thoughts
cut deep like a sword,
Split my spirit now Two in one.
Personalities clashing,
the battle's begun
Shadows creeping, walls start to close,
Reality slipping,
I’m losing control,
Fighting myself as
the darkness unfolds.
Can’t trust the mirror,
it lies to my face,
Lost in this maze,
can’t find my place.
Caught between worlds
babe I can't break free.
Is it real life
Or maybe I'm crazy?
Here I am, in the back of reality,
Maybe it's life, or maybe just illusions.
Here I am, back at the start,
on the edge of time.
What I see, is other hallway.
Who am I
Them eyes on me
See me swimming in the sea,
darkness so deep
Demons walk all night,
they sniffing for the weaks
Make them tears dripping
Lung stop breathing
I bring the message,
what's on the air
What goes around,
comes around no square
Standing on a throne
next to my enemy's chair
Always been inspired
Endless desires
Higher than empires,
the devil is a liar
Hot coal,
burning in the fiya (fire)
Sometimes I be preaching like messiah
I reach for light, but can't decide
Look in the mirror,
all I see is hundred lives
Now I'm trapped,
in the backroom of my mind
Am I awake, or am I dreaming
Cuz in the maze,
all I hear is shadow screaming
Here I am,
in the back of reality,
Maybe it's life,
or maybe just illusions.
Here I am, back at the start,
on the edge of time.
What I see, is other hallway.
Back to reality
Lost myself and its sad to see
Promises I said ill keep
Got stronger when they called me weak
and If he got a problem
don’t just
Stare and peep
(Don’t stare and peep)
Let me hear you speak
On fire like I’m Lucifer
Thinking what ima do to her
Cause money the only thing that I’m pursuing
Talking cash I speak it fluent
(I speak it fluent)
The devil is a lie I thought you knew it
That’s why I see Straight through it
(Yeah)
While you sleeping I’m up late night
Working on my craft
Tryna take flight
Im distant and out of sight
Just as long as you don’t test me
Make me come out my shell
I’ll take names and raise hell
REBEL GIRL
I got shot,
In the head,
But I died without
Giving you a last kiss.
Then I drowned,
All alone,
In the heart of the frozen
And killer ocean.
Rebel Girl, I'll always find you,
Even if I have to die again,
I'm connected to your soul,
I'll never cut the rope.
I've been through a million trials,
My serial lives bring me back to you,
The scars I have
Testify to the love I have for you.
I'm a tramp,
A gypsy queer,
On the road I was,
To find my psycho Girl.
Now I've found you,
My misfit Girl,
I'll do the road with you
Until I die again.
Rebel Girl, I'll make you mine,
Even if I have to free you again,
You're connected to my spirit,
I'll never cut the rope.
Until the end of this
Reckless road,
I'll be plugged
Into your inside chaos,
Quiet, in a corner of Babylon.
You're a weird one, you are so free,
Just like the wildest animal on earth,
Take my hand and follow me to Hell!
Rebel Girl, I'll always catch you,
Even if I have to cut myself,
You're connected to my spirit,
I'll never cut the rope.
I've been burned just like a witch,
But I'm back to be with you again,
Girl, I love you,
You make me feel like
I'm cured from myself.
ADDERALL
I,
I said I'll give,
Everything I am,
And I was there,
When the sky,
Turned from blue to red.
The thickness of the wall,
Covers my isolation.
No one's around today;
They all let us die and ran.
We're bleeding,
They're still shooting,
But we,
Won't surrender, baby.
All the killers,
Are getting closer,
With their finger,
On the trigger.
I,
Would love to dive,
In your secret ocean,
Again and forever,
Like the promise,
Than we've made before.
Even if they try,
To tear us apart,
The shell of love,
Will never break,
Cause we never faked.
We're bleeding,
They're still shooting,
But we’ll never give up, baby.
All the killers,
Are getting stronger,
With their finger,
On the trigger.
I,
I said I'll give everything,
And I'm still here,
Standing on the shooting line.
The thickness of the walls,
Covers my isolation.
No one's around today;
They all let us die and ran.
FLAT EMOTIONS
Well, I can't sync
With myself,
With the fear you placed on me.
'Cause this fear was created
By the men who rule the world.
I can't feel anymore,
I'm stuck with flat emotions.
Just like you, little angel,
Can't you fly with broken wings?
But this fear's based on a lie,
To scare you, little kid.
Now I know we can take,
We can take it out for good.
All the angels joined the devil
For the "Rite of Sacrifice."
Truth is here, just right here—
The escape was a suicide.
Chim Chimini,
Chimi Chimini,
Under the sea.
I became
A black-hearted siren.
Chim Chimini,
Chim Chimini,
Over the trees.
The crow spreads its wings,
in a stormy sky.
I was pure,
Giving love to the world,
Like a mother
To her baby.
You stole
My feelings away,
Like a thirsty vampire, faded to grey.
Baby,
Now that it’s over,
Our innocence has disappeared,
Swallowed by the bells.
Fear is all we have now,
Like the cold rain
Falling
On Matrix Boulevard.
Let’s break it!
Let’s break it!
Let’s break it once and for all
THE RIVER
I run along the river,
Trying to catch my soul,
No need to take risks,
To cross this water.
I know something's out to get me,
Paranoid dementia
I see,
Your car,
A rabbit, runs faster,
The race has begun.
I searched, all my life,
For revelation and sign,
My veins are full of mud,
Locked me up in time,
And here I am,
My friend you're like a feather,
In a Mason jar,
Social; Spiral; Social; Spiral;
Tears falling,
Tears falling,
Filling my blue river
Salt water,
Salt water
Purify my swamp.
(A happy song for dead fish)
More water,
Never too much,
Fill me with
My own darkness,
Fill me In, fill me out,
I need more
Fill me up until I drown.
I jumped into the river,
& I found myself,
I had to take the risk
Now I'm deeper than ever.
And here I am
Something lives inside of me,
Like a stranger,
A weird vice.
The rabbit is dead,
He's under your wheels.
